Tantalizing Tidbits

April 9, 2021

Sexy cravings and things…

Yesterday was super intense and I’m still feeling a little floaty from the experience I had. This morning I felt extra energetic but now I kinda want to just cuddle up and take a nap together…naked…and if you happen to wake first and my cock ends up in your mouth…well…my hands will find all the parts that you like touched and we’ll just see where that leads…

Fitness things…

Weight= 216.6 lbs…New low! Enough said!

Random things…

Have you ever found that one piece…that one that’s been missing, the one that if you could just slide it into place the picture would be whole…I’m starting to believe that I may have found it and it’s gloriously terrifying…

April 7, 2021

Sexy cravings and things…

I’m definitely in the mood for a very long, intense fuck. One where we touch each other and just enjoy each sensation, where we edge each other for at least an hour. I want your orgasm to be so intense it brings tears to your eyes and when I come I want to ejaculated so much cum for you that you’re not hungry for lunch after you clean it up…

Fitness things…

220.4 today. I did get down to 219 before last weekend, then shot up to 223 and I’ve been passing out all that water the last couple of days…Workouts going well, diet has been good. Pretty soon it’s going to be warm enough to start running again.

Random things…

Do you know those big decisions in life? The ones that make your heart hurt and tear you in a whole bunch of directions, just ripping you apart. I’ve been contemplating one of those lately and I am constantly pinging between excited happy and sad depressed. I don’t know what the right thing is…and no one can tell me but me…๐Ÿ˜”๐Ÿ˜”๐Ÿ˜”

March 30, 2021

Sexy cravings and things…

I masturbated this morning and it felt like I came bucketloads…So good! I think that once every 3-4 days is pretty good for me in terms of maintaining the right level of horniness without getting too frustrated…Except when I get worked up fantasizing…I may need to come one more time today…

Fitness things…

Weight 221.4. I was at 220.6 until today…Workout and dieting are going OK. Probably better on the work out front than dieting…but even there I’m pretty proud of what I’ve accomplished.

Random things…

Yesterday it was 75…Today it’s 34 out…WTF!!!๐Ÿ˜ก๐Ÿ˜ก

March 25, 2021

Sexy cravings and things…

I’m feeling a bit hopeless and frustrated about my sex life today. I guess I just don’t have much else to say about it…๐Ÿ˜”.

Fitness things…

Weight = 220.4 lbs. Almost back to where I was in November and feeling 185 bound!๐Ÿ™‚

Random things…

Do you know those times when you look back behind you and then you look ahead and all you see is a big, long, super-depressing rut? That’s my viewpoint today. I’m sure that sooner or later I’ll get over it.

March 22, 2021

Sexy cravings and things…

Lately all of my fantasies have been revolving around being with someone that really, really gets me. Someone that I have a lot in common with who wants to touch me, simply because they love who I am and wants to give me pleasure for their own sake as well as mine. Usually, this ends up playing out in a D/s context, but not always… Wouldn’t it be fucking amazing to have that?!

Fitness things…

Weight: 222.4 lbs. Last week was brutal. I got very little sleep and I wasn’t able to work out as much as I like. Diet went well though. This morning my playlist wandered through Halestorm- Do Not Disturb while I was riding. At first I was a little unsure about it because the beat is a little slow, but, channeling all of that sexy energy into my peddling was a little intoxicating and I’d have to say I really enjoyed it.

Random things…

Today I read a headline about Bernie Sanders criticizing Elon Musk for investing in space rather than “earthly things”. Seriously, I get that there are a lot of problems here to fix and we certainly can’t just give up, but, given the pandemic and geopolitical issues at play in the world today I’m starting to question our odds…We probably could use a backup plan…๐Ÿคทโ€โ™‚๏ธ

March 15, 2021

Sexy cravings and things…

Mood: Relaxed horny…but I want to reciprocate in a really intense way…

I’m definitely in the mood for a blowjob. I just want you to set me down and give me a long sweet suck until I come down your throat. Then, I want to pounce on you and make you come, at least twice, while you gaze into my eyes. No, you can’t look away…That’s it, come for me, give me that holy moment of vulnerability, your soul bared for me to write my love upon it in big, bold, messy letters so that you know you are mine…Inevitably after you’re finished I’m going to be incredibly horny. Then, I want to fuck your ass. We’ll start slowly so that I don’t hurt you but I’m going to finish with hard, deep thrusts as I fill your tight hole with spunk. I want you to feel every throb, every pulse as I moan your name into your ear. When we’re finished I want to cuddle you close and tweak your nipples gently while my cum leaks out of your gaping hole and I whisper to you just what a good girl you’ve been…

Fitness things…

Weight: unsure, was at a hotel this morning. Saturday I was down to 221.6! So, I’m almost back to where I was when I stopped dieting in November!

Random things…

Good news at the doctor today! 15 can play again, thus ending one of our two ongoing nightmares! Now, if only they’d finish installing the new furnace!

March 12, 2021

Sexy cravings and things…

Mood: Bursting with horniness in a weird, almost platonic sort of way. It’s like I’m craving sex just for the closeness of it. Like I want to be inside you to make you feel better and I want you to hold me just to feel the comforting warmth of your embrace. I want to exchange orgasms with you like fleshy, sweaty Christmas presents and then pass out tangled up together…Yeah, it’s weird and complicated.

Fitness things…

Weight: 222.8. Did a 30 minute ride today. Ended up soaked in sweat head to toe and it felt fucking amazing. Just wish I’d had more time left for coffee this morning…

Random things…

Maybe it’s just the endorphins but I’m feeling oddly optimistic lately. Like everything might just work out…๐Ÿ˜ฌ… *cringes in fear of the inevitable enormous shoe about to drop…

March 11, 2021

Sexy cravings and things…

Just a really quick update today as I don’t have much time to write.

Mood: Blindsided by horniness. Like, out of nowhere I just NEED to fuck, despite the fact that I didn’t get much sleep.

Fitness things…

Weight: 223.6 All is going well in the work out and diet front!

Random things…

My body is weird. I can, generally predict that I’ll be horny at the end of the week if I don’t have time to masturbate. However, today I woke up about as unhorny as I could be. By 7a I’m literally squirming in my seat and I have been all day…wtf๐Ÿคฆโ€โ™‚๏ธ๐Ÿคทโ€โ™‚๏ธ

March 9, 2021

Sexy cravings and things…

Mood: I can feel the horny juices stirring in my balls, but it’s like they just can’t rise above chest level…

I’m not sure what’s going on today. I think it must be in my head, but I’m just not feeling too much at all. Kind of a numb day despite the fact that the weather is gorgeous.

Fitness things…

Weight: 225.4 lbs. Evidently I’m retaining water. Yay!

Diet yesterday was admittedly sub-par. Need to stop eating that carrot cake! However, I did get up and cycle for 20 minutes. Today was a 1.25 mile walk. Tomorrow, cycle 25 minutes…

I need to get the hang of using my fitbit on the cycle. Yesterday I had it timing my ride and that was fine but I didn’t realize I needed to tell it that I was finished and then I left it on the charger when I went to work so now all of my stats from yesterday until this morning are messed up…๐Ÿคฆโ€โ™‚๏ธ.

Random things…

I need to find a way to break out of this funk! Today is forecast to be the nicest day weather wise for the next two weeks!!

March 8, 2021

Sexy cravings and things…

Mood: Just a little horny…

I had an orgasm every day this past weekend. Friday night I was ready to burst and could only edge myself for a little over a half hour before I had a really incredible orgasm. Saturday my wife and I had sex. We were both tired so it was fairly short but it still felt good to have her come while I was inside her and that inevitably triggered my own orgasm. Sunday I woke late with no intention of masturbating but I read a few posts that got me in the mood so I did…

Fitness things…

Weight: Dropped to 222.8 lbs on Saturday but back up to 224.8 lbs today. I had an OK weekend for diet with the only exception being Sunday when our local taco truck messed up our order and gave us 8 free street tacos. They were so fucking good I couldn’t resist eating 3 of the extras. I’ve been paying for that all morning today…

Random things…

Did some cooking this weekend. Made a really amazing beef stew and a two-layer smoked carrot cake from scratch!

March 5, 2021

Sexy cravings and things…

Mood: Incredibly horny!

Seriously! Can someone please set me down and make me come? This level of deprivation is a sensation all its own. I’ve been quirmy with desire all day and unable to do anything about it.

Fitness things…

Weight: 223.2 lbs. Diet and exercise going great today but I’m starting to feel a little tired. Need more complex carbs?

Random things…

I had a conversation on Twitter today about realistic virtual reality sex. It’s something I’m immensely interested in so that was fun. After thinking it over I realized there’s enough material there for a book! Might try to write it??

March 4, 2021

Sexy cravings and things…

Mood: Sort of yo-yoing between boiling over horny and just average on a generally downward trend.

I think my mood has something to do with my activity level today. I’m horniest when I sit down right after I’ve been really active and then fade back to average until I get up and get moving again…

Fitness things…

Weight= 224.6lbs. Did 20 minutes on the bike this morning. I’d forgotten how good it feels to be covered in sweat while listening to Rammstein, Drowning Pool, etc, especially right away in the morning.

Also went for about a 1.5 mile walk at lunch and diet has been spot on.

Random things…

Longing for the things of summer. Long hikes, the lake, campfires, time on the beach, bicycling, ice cream from the drive in, drive in movies….sweaty, tangled summer sex.

March 3, 2021

Sexy cravings and things…

Mood: Fizzled is probably the best way to describe it…

Just gave a big, long presentation and that usually puts me off for a little while. Maybe after I get home and decompress a little I’ll feel more myself.

Fitness things…

Weight- 223.8. Diet and exercise are going well so far today!

Random things…

Have you ever been in the process of giving a presentation and found that you were so distracted by how nice it was outside that you were barely able to finish without walking out. That was me today. It’s beautiful outside and I want to be THERE, not stuck inside my cruel glass prison…

March 2, 2021

Sexy cravings and things…

Mood: Flat…

I masturbated this morning as no sex seems to be forthcoming. It was fine, but rushed, as usual. Also, the dog climbed up onto the couch and stepped on my forehead right before I came, so that didn’t help things much…

Fitness things…

Weight 224.2 lbs. Did 15 minutes cycling today. Will add more time as I progress. Also, I seem to have misplaced my earbuds (or the kids stole them again). Definitely makes it easier to work out when I have music!

Random things…

Do you ever have one of those days where everything just feels grey and flaccid? Like your just numb inside and out, no feeling, just passing through. That’s been today so far for me. I think I’m just disappointed with the holding pattern I’ve been in the last two months. None of the big problems seem to be resolving and I feel like there’s nothing more I can do about it.

March 1, 2021

Sexy cravings and things…

Mood: Furiously horny.

I just need a good, hard, animalistic fuck. Right away in the morning would have been nice, followed by a slow sensual one this evening.

Fitness things…

No weight today. Was at a hotel so no scale. Diet- yesterday was bad, Saturday did great.

Random things…

Crossing my fingers and hoping 15 gets his cast off today! ๐Ÿคž๐Ÿคž๐Ÿ˜ฌ

February 27, 2021

Sexy cravings and things…

Mood: A simmering level of horny, all day. I think I’m definitely going to need an orgasm this evening one way or another.

I’ve been having this simple fantasy all day of looking you in the eyes while you come. I want you to look back at me the whole time…There’s a moment of complete vulnerability there where you can’t hide, where you’re just completely exposed, and I desperately want to share it with you.

Fitness things…

224.8 lbs. Diet and exercise going really well!

Random things…

I think this old house I live in really deserves an author story. You know, like “X famous author lived here”. Why not me? I write!๐Ÿ™‹โ€โ™‚๏ธ

February 25, 2021

Sexy cravings and things…

Mood: Progressively hornier as the day goes on.

Odd observation- It seems like if I touch my balls more often during the day it helps me stay horny. I know this seems intuitive but honestly it’s not like it’s about arousal. Just a quick gentle squeeze or touch after I use the bathroom or when I’m drinking my morning coffee (alone) seems to do the trick.

Wanted sex last night, ended up masturbating instead. I did everything I could to put her in the mood and get her relaxed, then…she fell asleep. That was OK though, had a fantastic orgasm anyway. One of those ones where you’re really arching your back and twitching.

Also, I just really found myself in the mood to watch some porn clips of women coming during sex. Found one actor in particular, Owen Gray, that seemed heavily featured. Sometimes it’s hard to tell if the actress is faking it, but many of these seemed real and it looked as though most of his partners genuinely enjoyed shooting with him. I found myself oddly torn between being turned on and just admiring his craft…

Fitness things…

226.4 lbs. Had a bit of a hard time with the diet yesterday. Stayed catabolic but nothing too impressive. That damn microwave popcorn gets me now and then…

Random things…

Last night I caught a whiff of woodsmoke while I was in our hot tub. It instantly transported me back to one of our favorite campgrounds. It has a wood fired sauna by the beach so the connection is pretty obvious. I’ve always found that smells are great for triggering memories!

February 24, 2021

Sexy cravings and things…

Mood today: Slightly hornier than normal.

Not much going on tonight…so I’m hoping that leads somewhere good…

Fitness things…

225.4 lbs. Diet and exercise still going well! Decided to just get this set up last night. Next week is go time…

Random things…

Early last week when the polar vortex was at it’s most intense I thought 2021 may have struck again…the dishwasher wouldn’t drain…๐Ÿคฌ. Turns out that the drain line had just frozen, but I didn’t realize that until after I’d done the dishes by hand. Afterward, I realized I really didn’t mind washing the dishes… I wonder what else I’ve unthinkingly automated that I sort of enjoy?

February 23, 2021

Sexy cravings and things…

Have you ever taken one of those quizzes with your partner about what turns you on or puts you in the mood for sex? What if you have almost no turn ons in common? What if you’re just polar opposites? The closer you get to sex the more you turn each other off…Sigh. We have so much work to do and I feel like I’m already exhausted from the previous attempts.

Fitness things…

Still 226.8. Walking and diet are going well. Planning to get my bike set up tomorrow.

Random things…

It’s gotten to that point again where the tension is building. Have you ever watched that episode of Northern Exposure where it’s the end of winter and everyone is on edge. Then, the ice cracks and everyone goes a little “happy nuts”. Yeah, that’s a real thing, except we’re still at the beginning of the tension building part and I already feel like I’m a little nuts. Come on Spring. Hurry Up!

February 22, 2021

Sexy cravings and things…

Mrs. Ten and I had sex last night and it was…amazing! We’d gotten into quite an extended rut lately and it had been several weeks since the last time. Anyway, playing with her until she was right on the edge and then thrusting deep inside gave her one of the most intense orgasms I’ve seen her have (or at least it seemed like it to me). The feeling of her contracting around me and her nails digging into my back…Umphhh! Set me off for one of the best releases I’ve had in quite a while!!

Fitness things…

After holding steady at 224.2 all weekend today…226.8. So…I seem to be retaining some water. Usually my body does this, and, if I’ve done well with my diet, my weight drops below the previous low….we shall see ๐Ÿคž.

Today marks the beginning of what I will call the “action phase” of my weight loss plan. My weight goal is to drop to 185 lbs. Once I get a routine in place for my aerobic work out I hope to begin weight lifting again. My goals here are to increase muscle mass, flexibility, and strength while giving my body the means to keep my testosterone at an elevated level. I just feel better in this state than my current one…How to measure it short of a bunch of lab testing…๐Ÿคทโ€โ™‚๏ธ.

Also, the weight loss and strength training goals are usually in opposition with another. The more high quality protein I eat, the easier it is to add muscle mass and the harder it is to stay within a calorie limit (though the increased muscle will activate my metabolism and make it easier to lose more fat).

Plan:

Week 1 (this week): Diet 1000 calorie deficit, walk as much as possible every day. Set up stationary road bike stand.

Week 2: Walk MWF, Bike 20 min TH, weekend rest or short walks

Week 3 until weather gets consistently above 30F every morning. Bike increasing time to 30min MWF, walk TH

When weather gets nice, trade walking for run, increasing distance every time it starts not to hurt up until a max of 5 miles. Also, just ride road bike outside whenever possible. This will take all year. I’m confident of that!

By late May: Start strength training, major muscle groups, practice progressive overload.

Other things…maintain calorie deficit until target weight, add yoga if possible, stretch…every day, no exceptions.

That’s my plan in a nutshell…let’s see how it holds up! Inspirational quote for the beginning of this adventure:

“Start now. Start where you are. Start with fear. Start with pain. Start with doubt. Start with hands shaking. Start with voice trembling, but start. Start and don’t stop. Start where you are, with what you have. Just… start.”

Ijeoma Umebinyuo

It’s one of my favorite quotes!

Random things…

Joy is a peculiar thing. I have found that as I’ve gotten older my career has given me less and less joy. My home life, when my kids were younger, always gave me more dread than joy. Now that they are older I find that the roles have been reversed. My family gives me joy. My career gives me dread. I need to find a new career.

February 19, 2021

Sexy cravings and things…

I had planned to write a short, very abstract sex scene today. Instead, it turned into a 3,000 word prologue for a novel…and it’s not even about sex necessarily! I still might post it though since it is a little sexy!

Fitness things…

224.2 lbs. Phew!! I was hoping some of that was water weight!

Random things…

This is the latest I think I’ve ever made a journal entry. If I waited one more hour I’d have to change the date on top…๐Ÿคทโ€โ™‚๏ธ.

February 18, 2021

Sexy cravings and things…

I downloaded the Intimately Us app yesterday. It was one of those things where I was pretty unsure about it and opened and closed the app store quite a few times before I downloaded it.

Firstly, the whole “Christian friendly” label made me hesitate quite a bit. I’m not die hard against religion but I certainly don’t want it all mixed up in my sex life where I firmly believe that it just doesn’t belong. So far though, I have to say that the nauseating “God encourages us to do this” stuff is totally absent which was my biggest fear. Also, the rest of the components don’t actively shun any of the other things I’m interested in, at least not that I’ve noticed so far.

I had planned on inviting Mrs. Ten to download so that we could sync up but that hasn’t happened yet. We are always ridiculously busy and I just didn’t get around to it before we both passed out.

This, of course, was my second fear, that I would invest effort in improving our sexual connection and come up burned for the effort. It’s happened before, but to be fair, a lot of our current issues are not entirely her fault. In any case, I reasoned that there is little I can’t afford to lose in the trying. If it doesn’t work out…Uninstall.

Fitness things…

226.6 lbs…Who knows how much of that is just water though. It will take a week of tracking to know for sure. No matter what though, I have gained weight since November and I definitely want to turn that around.

Went for about a 1.5 mile walk at lunch today. It’s not much, but it’s a start. At 40, I feel like this old machine is going to need to be revved up slowly if I don’t want to break it. However, I need to balance that with not making stupid excuses for not exercising…and eating poorly.

Random things…

It’s funny how relative “cold” is. It was 16F while I was walking today and with a coat, hat, and gloves on it felt like a warm summer day. I guess -27F changes your perspective a bit.

February 17, 2021

Sexy cravings and things…

While I masturbated this morning I was experimenting with the whole process of arousal. How does it feel at each stage? Paying attention to breathing and all of the sensations between arousal and resolution. My intent was just to try getting hard a few times and then go on with my day but I ended up getting myself pretty worked up and couldn’t resist an orgasm…

Fitness things…

Still scheming here but the basis of a plan is forming. This time I think what I need to do is come up with a few different exercise options that I can do so that I don’t fall off the rails again. Also, began entering my diet into my fitbit again today. Tomorrow will be T=0 weight day…๐Ÿ˜ฌ. Have to forgive myself for screwing this up and start again sometime.๐Ÿคทโ€โ™‚๏ธ My health, happiness, and life goals seem to be dependent upon it.

Random things…

Do you ever get really excited about something while you’re still in the planning stages and just get impatient wanting to get started? This whole exercise planning thing along with the warming weather have me anxious to get going. I know I’ll stumble. I know it will be painful and inconvenient and there will be lots of days I want to quit but I can’t wait to feel like I did when I was in really good shape again. At least, as close as I can come at about 5 years older…

February 16, 2021

Sexy cravings and things…

Do you ever have one of those days where you’d just like to lie in bed naked with someone and experiment? That’s what I’d like to do today. We could watch some porn together, masturbate. I could experiment with touching/fucking you in different ways and you could experiment with me for as long as you’d like. No pressure, just enjoy the sensations and whatever happens, happens until we’re both just absolutely satiated. How many times can we make each other come before we stop?

Fitness things…

Still in the deep freeze but I am scheming for what this reboot is going to look like. Next week forecast looks really nice so hoping to start then.

Random things…

Just feeling around average today I guess. Work sucks, home life is so-so. Another grey day in the middle of a pandemic. Skies are blue, windchill is somewhere around minus any amount of clothing and you will freeze instantly….LAME!

February 12, 2021

Sexy cravings and things…

I spent as much masturbating this morning as I was able. I wanted to slow things down and just enjoy the sensations. It was nice, though I’d certainly have like to have had more time. I fantasized about being given a massage by a nude woman while she smiled and enjoyed what she was doing. I think I would really enjoy that. Sometimes fantasy ends up being better than reality but this one really just revolves around being given loving attention by someone and I just really wish I could have that and give it in return.

Fitness things…

Nope, not happening. It was somewhere between frigid and OMG it’s fucking cold today. Good news is that it might even be above freezing by next weekend ๐Ÿคž.

Random things…

It’s Friday! Once this workday is done I get three whole days away from this job!!

February 11, 2021

Sexy cravings and things…

I’ve been watching a series of videos about lingam massage. It’s interesting and giving me a few ideas I’d like to incorporate into my masturbation routine. However, it strikes me that 70% of the joy in the experience comes from having someone that is excited to spend that much time focused on your pleasure.

Fitness things…

I got a little fed up with the lack of activity today so I tried to go for a walk at noon. It’s a real feel of -26F out. Apparently I need better gloves. Got about a third of a mile before I could barely move my fingers and turned around.

Random things…

It’s almost Friday. Almost. I know the weekend will be bitterly cold, and I’m going to spend a lot of it driving, but almost anything sounds better than work this week….

February 10, 2021

Sexy cravings and things…

Spent the morning fantasizing about a new idea for a story. Actually, I think the whole thing would make for a great business model in a more open society. Going to do a little research to see if anyone has tried it yet. I don’t have the resources to pull it off but it’s definitely something where I think there could be demand (I’d love to try it). Think purposely anonymous, trysts but with a silky, dark, overtone. In any case, I arrived at work a little stiff and had to calm down a little before I got out of the vehicle…

Fitness things…

Currently going on day 5 stuck beneath the frigid polar vortex. I do plan on rebooting this section but I’d like to wait until there’s a chance I can be more active….aka, when it’s not -18F outside every morning. It will warm up eventually….Won’t it??

Random things…

I lost a muse yesterday. It’s always a sad thing when our paths diverge. In hindsight, I suppose the red flags were there from the beginning, but, as with most muses, I ignored them for desire of her better qualities. Suffice it to say that she gave me some signals indicating that I had become an annoyance, and thus, I promptly walked away. I’m not here for that and the last thing I want is to be a bother to someone. Not a huge deal. Nonetheless, every time it happens, it feels like a hot, bright-burning ember has been snuffed out and my life feels a little colder until I get used to the new temperature.

October 27, 2020

Sexy cravings and things…

I know I’ve been neglecting this journal lately so I’ve made something to tithe you over until I have a little more free time. Hopefully soon!

When I made this I imagined you waking me up, playing with my cock while we’re staying overnight at a relative’s house. You just wanted my cum soooo bad…Enjoy, if you like!

https://soundgasm.net/u/TenWays/Wake-me-up-to-breed

Fitness things…

Weight = 220.0 lbs. Got down to 219.0 last week but otherwise I’ve been stuck on this plateau forever it feels like. Will keep trying.

Random things…

October 9, 2020

Sexy cravings and things…

I woke up horny this morning, masturbated, and fantasized about making you come. Then, sometime in the last hour I seem to have lost that train of thought. Back to feeling unhorny again…๐Ÿ˜”. When my sexuality sputters like this it’s such a weird and sudden thing. Not a fan!

2hrs later…. Aaaaand I’m back! Horny again! Much better! It has been such a weird day…

Fitness things…

Weight= 221.4. Diet going ok today.

Random things…

The weather here is beautiful today. I, on the other hand, just feel exhausted. Going to waste some time playing Hay Day. Maybe it will help get me out of this funk.

Note: Hay Day didn’t help, but a few glances at the Twitter feed and some major work successes did. Happy Weird Friday!

October 7, 2020

Sexy cravings and things…

Two fantasies have been dominating my mind lately.

  1. The thought of coming home after a long day and being led to the couch by my naked, enthusiastic partner. She asks me how my day was while she takes my pants and boxers off. I try to explain but I get lost in the sensation of the blowjob she’s giving me. I come in her mouth, she smiles, and then we cuddle and watch Netflix…
  2. Waking up one morning next to you. We’re both naked. You’re looking at me, smiling. Then, we just play with one another’s bodies for hours. Enjoying each other’s touch, experiencing new sensations, coming loudly whenever we feel orgasmic…

Fitness things…

Weight- Recent low was 220.2 lbs. Today, 222.6 lbs. Diet has been a bit harder to maintain these last few weeks. I’ve been extremely busy, but I’m still making progress…slowly!

Random things…

Do you ever feel empty? Like every last drop of creative juice has been sucked out of you. I’ve been feeling that way lately and I think that’s the reason why I’ve found it so hard to write here. I just feel like I’ve got nothing to give… Today has been a little better. I’ve just had too much going on and that’s added a lot of stress. All good stress, mostly related to the start of a new business venture, that looks like it might be wildly successful. Still, it has stolen all my free time. I wish I could say that might change soon but it doesn’t look like it…๐Ÿคจ. Oh well, I guess I just need to keep plugging along. Only way out is through…

September 15, 2020

Sexy cravings and things…

Well, it’s been almost a week again since I last posted here. Sorry for the spotty posting. New projects keep popping up and it’s been hard to dig back to this one…

I did find the time to masturbate this morning. Used my Heavenly fleshlight to have a lovely orgasm. It will be part of my review for the toy but since you were diligent and cared enough to stop in here…I’ll reward you with it in advance,. If your interested just click below…

https://soundgasm.net/u/TenWays/Heavenly

Fitness things…

Weight= 223.6 lbs! Tournament weekends are hard with all the driving but I’m still making progress in spite of all that!

Random things…

I’ve been experiencing a bit of a lack of motivation lately when it comes to the blog. Sometimes it just feels like I’m screaming into an empty void. When that happens and I’m super swamped with other stuff it gets really easy to put off posting. Then, no one stops by the site ( because there’s nothing new to see) and the void gets even more lonely…It’s a nasty cycle, that’s for sure.

September 9, 2020

Sexy cravings and things…

It’s been a crazy busy week! I honestly can’t remember when I had sex or masturbated last but I did do both sometime during the last seven days. I am finally getting to the point where the weight I’ve lost is more noticeable. Fun, and perhaps less known fact about weight loss: It makes your cock longer!

I don’t routinely measure myself but I can tell when I get that little bit deeper and it’s definitely starting to happen. My body loves to store some extra padding behind my dick and when that evaporates I get at least an extra half inch. That little bit extra feels really good!

Fitness things…

Weight = 225.2 lbs…but earlier this weekend I was down to 224.6. A new low! It’s been hard to squeeze in exercise with all that’s been going on but I have gotten it in wherever I can.

Random things…

The weather has been super cold and rainy lately. I’m contemplating turning the fireplace back on tonight. Kind of looking forward to it!

September 2, 2020

Sexy cravings and things…

I made myself come this morning. Deep, hard thrusts into my fleshlight finally pushed me over the edge. Felt really good to come inside. I just wish it would have been inside a person rather than a toy…Sigh…๐Ÿ˜

Fitness things…

Weight = 226.8 lbs. Had a pretty average day yesterday. Ate 1000 calories under my consumption and got my 10,000 steps but that’s about all…

Random things…

House offer was rejected and that leaves us…without a candidate and nothing on the market. Even so, we still needing to move if I don’t want to drive 100 miles on ice every day this winter. Getting pretty frustrated with the whole thing. Sometimes I’d just like to take the wrecking ball to my life and start fresh but then I try to remember just how good we really have it…Send patience, please!

Going to be super busy from now until Sunday so I might not get a chance to post. Have a great weekend everyone!

September 1, 2020

Sexy cravings and things…

Have you ever had one of those days where your sexuality seems to come in short bursts. Like, I’ll be going about my workday and have this sudden, intense need for sex just pop up and flood your brain. Seconds later its like it just totally evaporated and you’re like “wait, what was I thinking…”. That’s today for me…I think I’m mostly just tired, not just physically, but in a soul-tired kind of way as well. It seems like it’s making my sexy side blink in and out of existence. Don’t worry, these little bouts of “sex-blinking” usually go away after a day or so…๐Ÿคทโ€โ™‚๏ธ

Fitness things…

Weight- Still 227.6 lbs…Had a good day for exercise and dieting yesterday though!

Random things…

Put the final offer in on a house today. We’ll see if they accept. If not, back to the drawing board. With very little available in the market we’re moving into it’s been a frustrating, at times frightening, process. If they do accept, back to trying to sell our place…๐Ÿคฎ๐Ÿคฎ

August 31, 2020

Sexy cravings and things…

Masturbated for as long as I had time for this morning. All I could think of was the sight of you decorated in all kinds of different ways with my cum…I just wish I had had more time…๐Ÿ’ฆ๐Ÿคทโ€โ™‚๏ธ

Fitness things…

Weight = 227.6 lbs.

It was a very active day yesterday for me! Even after my family decided on White Castle for lunch with cheesecake for dessert I still burned off about 2000 calories more than I ate!

Speaking of cheesecake, have you ever gone to cheesecake factory and tried to keep your calories under say…2000…for ONE meal! That place is crazy. I got the Baja chicken tacos with a beer for about 1500 total…so only about twice what I usually eat for supper…๐Ÿ™„. Yikes! Saturday was my worst diet day yet. Barely managed to remain catabolic even though I walked more than six miles!

Random things…

Weather around here has been perfect lately!!

August 28, 2020

Sexy cravings and things…

It was thundering and pouring rain when I woke up this morning so I couldn’t go for a walk with the dog ๐Ÿ˜•. However, that gave me time to masturbate and fantasize about giving you just the tip…until you beg for more…

https://soundgasm.net/u/TenWays/Just-the-Tip

Fitness things…

Weight = 226.0 lbs!

Yesterday was a good day! I got to go for a walk yesterday evening with the kids and the dog down to our local fishing hole. 14 wanted to fish and 13 wanted to walk around the pond. Since I didn’t get a license this year I had to opt for even more steps…Anyway, all 14 caught was a turtle that he snagged while reeling in. Didn’t miss much I guess.

Random sort of rant things…

I had this whole rant thought up to write here about disunity and all that is going on at present…but I seem to have lost it now. Meanwhile, here’s me singing along to Chicken Fried in my truck…๐Ÿคทโ€โ™‚๏ธ

https://soundgasm.net/u/TenWays/Chicken-Fried

August 26, 2020

Sexy cravings and things…

Finally got to use my last new fleshlight this morning. Heavenly texture was pretty nice. I rank it far above the Destroya but not as good as the mini lotus. Can’t wait to write a few reviews of these….

Fitness things…

Weight = 227.6 lbs! A new low! I knew my body was shedding water. Will be interesting to see if I go lower yet tomorrow or level off…Doing well on the nutrition and activity so far this week…

Random things…

I didn’t get to go on a road trip this year and I really miss it. I’ve been fantasizing about it fora while, but not just any road trip. I want to go on one of those trips I used to be able to take when I was younger where you just hop in with your stuff and go where the wind takes you. Can’t wait to get back into the out someday and do that again!

August 25, 2020

Sexy cravings and things…

Tonight I think I’d like to make you come, just once, but hard.

Take your clothes off kitten. Let me inspect my pretty little slut. Mmmmmm! That’s nice! Let’s give those nipples the attention they deserve. Let me lick and suck them while I push my hard cock up against you. Oh yes! Let’s put those clamps on. Good kitten. Lie still. No, you can’t have my cock yet brat. I haven’t finished my inspection.

Bend over the couch. I want to see my tight wet pussy. Ohhhh, you are wet aren’t you! You know, the only thing that would make that pussy prettier is if it had a nice jewel mounted next to it. Yes kitten, get me your plug. Let me lube it up well and work it slowly in and out of your tight ass.

Fuck! You’re making me so hard! I’ll hump against you while I bend over you and grab that tiny silver chain dangling between your nipple clamps. Pull you up and turn you around so that you’re facing me. Then, I’ll push you down onto the couch and eat my favorite pussy, torturing your clit while I finger fuck you. When you’re begging to come I’ll stop and let you peel off my pants.

I’ll let you suck my cock until you calm down and then I’ll do it again and again until I can no longer stand it. I’ll push you over the edge and watch you thrash in agonized pleasure before I thrust my cock deep inside you and fill you with my cum….

Fitness things…

Weight is dripping again…229.6. Also, I’ve had to pee incessantly all day so I know I’m shedding water. Will be interesting to see what the scale says tomorrow…Had c to go for a mile walk yesterday evening to make up steps so I could get to 10,000. Sometimes my job just forces me to sit too long at my computer…๐Ÿฅฑ

Random things…

Got to read a few chapters in my book tonight while I gazed up at one of my favorite backyard views…

August 23, 2020

Sexy cravings and things…

We had sex again last night. I think mostly we were both anxious to try the new toy out. I realized after messing around with it in the morning that I had just been pressing the wrong buttons the night before…๐Ÿคฆโ€โ™‚๏ธ๐Ÿคฆโ€โ™‚๏ธ. I still found it a bit clunky to use in the heat of the moment but I think I can get used to it. Overall, it doesn’t seem as effective for my wife as the Tryst but I think we just need to figure out the right setting. She thought the vibes from the Nova were faster but they seemed slower but more intense in my hand…We’ll see if it works well as a prostate massager next…

Fitness things…

Weight = 230.8. I did ok with my diet yesterday with the exception of the six mini donuts I had for a snack (Hey, fair time only comes around once a year and this year we all needed a little fair food since there was no fair!). Didn’t get to walk around much either since I spent most of my day driving 14 to practice and back…Yesterday was the first day I haven’t gotten at least 10,000 steps. Doing better so far today though!

Random things…

It’s Monday. Work seems to be sucking especially hard today. Can’t quite put my finger on exactly why. I think I just have too many projects and some of them have conflicting priorities. Can’t quite decide which one I should start first but a plan is forming…

August 23, 2020

Sexy cravings and things…

My wife and I had sex last night. Overall it was just a little better than average. Tried to use our new Nova 2 vibe but either it didn’t get charged very well the first time or it doesn’t hold a charge for shit so had to put it back on the charger and use our Tryst to give her her fill of orgasms (one) ๐Ÿคทโ€โ™‚๏ธ. Kind of frustrated me but she hardened me back up with some nice oral. After that we fucked until I came deep inside her. It felt amazing as it always does…

Fitness things…

Weight = 230.2. We went out for a great lunch at our favorite Italian place yesterday so I had a ridiculously huge lunch and a tiny breakfast and supper. Fitbit says I still stayed 1000 calories under what I used but I’m starting to think I need to just stay under 1700 calories a day like I had been before…

Random things…

If you started a restaurant in a non-touristy part of your state where you served all the dishes your state is famous for do you think people would show up? I was pondering this on my way home when I noticed one of our local restaurants was up for sale. I’m just not sure. Would it be like “Hey Marge, let’s head down to the restaurant tonight. You know they make the best tater tot hotdish!” Or would it be like “Marge, why would anyone ever go to that place? I mean, we can totally make tater tot hotdish here at home!”.๐Ÿค”

August 21, 2020

Sexy cravings and things…

I tried the mini-lotus fleshlight out this morning. This one might be my new favorite! Here are just under 7 minutes of me fucking it this morning…

https://soundgasm.net/u/TenWays/Mini-Lotus-Breeding-Fantasy

I really wish I had more time to use it. The sensation of the lotus closing over the head of my cock once it gets about halfway in was pretty amazing. Also, 15 minute quickies just aren’t that satisfying, even when masturbating!

Fitness things…

Weight = 229.2 lbs. Yep, I was bad last night and had a 1500 calorie supper…Bacon cheeseburger, tots, and beer never tasted so good. Surprisingly, I still ended up about 1000 calories less than my fitbit said I used but it has definitely thrown my digestive system for a bit of a loop this morning.. ๐Ÿ˜•

Random things…

So, back to that beer… All I can say is that if you want to experience an all new kind of buzz the following seems to be a good recipe…

  1. Starve yourself for three weeks. At least 1 or 2 thousand calories less than you expend each day.
  2. Go to your favorite tap house and order an Elysian Space Dust IPA, tall.
  3. Drink said beer
  4. Become stupid, unable to drive, numb in your extremities drunk for the next 2.5 hrs…

Apparently this works well even if you’re a bit of a chunk like me….Seriously 1 beer was all it took!

August 20, 2020

Sexy cravings and things…

Fleshlights arrived without issue! Tried out the Destroya texture this morning though I only had 15 minutes to use it. First impressions…It’s too tight. I couldn’t feel all the different textures as well as I’d hoped. Perhaps with a bit more lube and a lot more time it would have been better. Tomorrow morning planning to try mini-lotus…

Fitness things…

Weight = 228.0. One more pound less! Went for an extra walk in the evening so I finally topped 15,000 steps!

Random things…

I’ve become a bit fascinated with the way my Fitbit tracks my sleep. I spent about an hour and forty five minutes in REM sleep last night and yet I don’t remember a single dream. I wonder what I dreamed about, where I was, what I was doing…๐Ÿค”

August 19, 2020

Sexy cravings and things…

I’m kind of excited today! My three new fleshlight sleeves have evidently arrived. Crossing my fingers that our mail person put them on our porch and not the neighbors porch. Seems to be a bit of a 50/50 shot lately. Since the last 3 packages arrived without problems I feel as though I’m pushing my luck…๐Ÿ˜ฌ There will be reviews and hopefully lots of orgasms in my future!

Fitness things…

Weight- 229.0 lbs. The scale wavered down a little too…๐Ÿคž. Expended quite a few calories yesterday between work and home so I ended up doing pretty well on calories.

Random things…

The reason for my calorie expenditure yesterday was that I needed to build this…

It’s a TV stand for the new TV we HAD to have but has been waiting in our living room for two weeks for me to get set up…By far not my finest piece, but I can say with confidence after testing that it can hold the weight of half our family (14 and I) and it’s a lot more stable than it looks! Took about an hour to scrape together but I blame that on my old drill. Had to recharge to finish the last few boards…Also, the TV is all hooked up and the picture is awesome!

August 18, 2020

Sexy cravings and things…

This arrived yesterday!!๐Ÿ˜ƒ

I can’t wait to try this with my wife! Crossing my fingers that it makes her squirm. Also, planning to see if it works for prostate stimulation, but it’s a little bigger than I expected ๐Ÿ˜ฌ. Don’t worry, I’m really good at cleaning up after. It will get a nice sudsy bath before it goes back inside of her.

Fitness things…

Weight =229.0 lbs. Did really well with my calories yesterday after a little interval training in the morning.

Random things…

I’m starting to really love the weather we’re having. If you knew where I’m from you would know the risk I’m taking by actually writing that down….However, it has been nice, sunny, and warm without being hot so far this week and the mornings are a nice cool 55 degrees F. Starting to feel closer to fall, my favorite season! I’ve even noticed a few leaves turning๐Ÿ˜ƒ.

August 17, 2020

Sexy cravings and things…

My wife and I had sex last night. We had just gotten back from a big tournament and it was really late. We were both exhausted but we made a little time for each other anyway.

Nonetheless, the sex was really pretty bad. I’m ashamed to say it was probably better for me than it was for her. The universe is great at returning that karma though. Right after I came I had the most ridiculous abdominal muscle cramp I’ve ever had. I hobbled around the room for a while before realizing I would probably be better off lying down…First time that’s ever happened!

Fitness things…

I got a Fitbit this weekend! I can now join the legions of yuppies that monitor their calorie burn down to the last one! It is kind of nice though and I’m sure I haven’t used even a quarter of its functions.

Today my weight = 230.0 lbs…Did good on the calories yesterday. See!

Random things…

It’s funny the things your kids remember about sports. Sure, there are a few really good games that they remember, but more often than not it’s the stuff that happens outside of the sport itself that really sticks.

Both of mine remember that weird hotel we stayed at with the big pyramids, water park, arcade, and life sized chess board. They also seem to think every hotel we stay at might be that one again…even though it never has been…

August 13, 2020

Sexy cravings and things…

Today I’m in a dominant mood. I think I’d like for you to take your clothes off little slut. Yes, that’s it. Now, get me your leash. I want to take you for a walk. I’ll attach your lead and parade you around the house so that I can inspect you while we walk. I want to see your pretty little pussy framed between your legs as you crawl. I want to watch your nipples harden when we pause and I walk circles around you, admiring my beautiful little pet slut. We’ll visit our play room and gather your favorite toys. If you’re a good, patient, girl I’ll let you taste my cock.

Then, I’m going to lead you over to the couch and hold your leash while you come for me. I want you to come hard kitten and we’ll use every toy you need in order to make that happen. When you’re on the edge I want you to back off until I tell you that you can come. Then, I want you to squirt all over me. I want to taste the essence of my dirty little whore. I want to be covered in it. Then, I’m going to let you lick it off of me. Every. Drop.

When you’re finished I’m going to bend you over the couch and fuck you. HARD. Very hard. Until you’re a squirming, sobbing mess. Then, I’m going to pull out and come all over your pretty little face.

After we’ll take some pictures. I want to remember you just like this. We’ll put them in our cute little album on the shelf. The one that looks so pretty but is filled with all of the wonderful, dirty little escapades we’ve gotten up to.

Once that’s done pretty pet you can clean my cum off your face with your fingers and enjoy your treat however you’d like.

Finally, we’ll settle in for some cuddling and after care. After all, you’ve been such a good girl this morning.

Fitness things…

Weight = 229.4 lbs! Still dropping. Did good on calories yesterday and still had 22 left when my head hit the pillow.

Research on macronutrients- It seems that this is something that I should pay attention to, secondarily, especially if I start feeling a lack of energy or if I start training harder. So far I’ve actually been doing pretty good but it looks like most days I need a little more protein and a few less carbs…

Random things…

School sports start soon. We’ll see what getting up at 4:45a just to exercise does to the rest of my day…Parenting kind of sucks some times…

August 12, 2020

Sexy cravings and things…

I had an orgasm this morning.๐Ÿ˜ƒ You can listen to it here…

https://soundgasm.net/u/TenWays/Just-an-Orgasm

I tried to keep it simple this morning and just started recording as I was getting close. If you like, have a listen… ๐Ÿ˜˜.

Fitness things…

Weight…230.2! Finally starting to see a tiny bit of results! Yesterday I ended up going about 300 calories over my limit. I’m going to start researching micronutrients as it relates to weight loss. I feel like that might be important if I’d like to do this a little more effectively…๐Ÿคทโ€โ™‚๏ธ

Random things…

I really like having a dick…Yeah, I know, roll your eyes. I mean, there are just so many great things about it. I do, however, often wonder what it would be like to be a vagina owner. I mean, I certainly like the look and feel of a pussy, wet, dry, and all stages in between. It’s definitely a lot prettier than a cock. Sleek, aerodynamic, and there’s so many different ways you can touch it. So many sensations, even just on your hands and fingers. What must it be like to feel what you feel with that glorious little peach? Is your orgasm even remotely similar to mine? I guess I’ll just have to wonder…๐Ÿค”.

August 10, 2020

Sexy cravings and things…

I tried making a quick ramble fap recording this morning…

https://soundgasm.net/u/TenWays/Whispered-Ramble-Fap

A few things seemed immediately apparent to me. First, I need to trust the mic to record me and not hold it so close (so much static…). Second, I need to talk a little slower (need more practice). Third, it would be really fucking nice if I didn’t have to whisper (hick batman might be a turn on for some but probably would be better as straight up northern hick…) Anyway, enjoy if you’d like… I promise I’ll get better over time and if I ever get the chance to record when my kids aren’t in the house it will be a lot louder…๐Ÿคทโ€โ™‚๏ธ

Fitness things…

Weight is still 231.6 lbs. Did good with my diet yesterday. Woke up this morning to do some more interval training. I got all ready to go and then looked outside to see that it was lightning and thundering…Maybe tomorrow…

Random things…

It wasn’t supposed to rain today!! Come on weather people WTF!!! If my prognostications were as inaccurate as yours I’d be barred from publishing by now!!

August 9, 2020

Sexy cravings and things…

I am in the mood to thrust deep inside you from behind. I want to grab your hips and take you deep and hard and I want to do it until we’re both sweating from the effort. Then, I want to lean over you, tease your nipples for a while and run my hands over your sweat slicked body. I want to draw you up for a kiss over your shoulder as I begin to thrust anew. Then, I want to shove you down onto the bed, grab a handful of your hair, and pound you deep and hard, taking everything that’s mine. I want you to look over your shoulder and push back hard as I empty myself inside of you. Then, I’ll roll you over and give your swollen pussy all the attention it deserves. I want you to come for me kitten. Not once, not twice, but at least three times. When it’s over and you’re spent I want you to let me lay my head on your stomach and cuddle until the sweat dries. After, we’ll head out to the deck and have a beer or a glass of wine while your naked body tempts me to do it all over again…

Fitness things…

Still not home so no scale and no weight to report. Did ok on the calories yesterday for not being able to get any exercise in. Only went over by 180 though I’m not quite sure I added enough to completely account for that big dish of pad thai I ate last night…

Random things…

I started using a newsletter app on the site yesterday. We’ll see if anyone signs up…I’m contemplating the continuation of four different projects.

  1. I have an old west meets new west sort of erotica story I’d like to finish. I had sort of gotten discouraged with it as it seemed like I’d tried too hard for historical accuracy but now I think I’m ready to finish it and edit…Not sure where I’ll put that one. I suppose it depends on length and final quality.
  2. I’ve been thinking about the next chapter in my Voyeur story. That one is fun to write on and I want to get going on it again.
  3. I want to put some more audio erotica on here. My little blurb that I put on here earlier seems to be generating more interest than I thought it would.
  4. Last but not least I need to get writing on the next chapter of my Huntress story. There are some readers that I know are hungry for it and I am feeling a wave of ambitiocoming on. Also, I’ve found a bit of a muse for the next chapter so that always helps…

August 8, 2020

Sexy cravings and things…

I am soooo in the mood for some really good oral sex. I want to eat your pussy until you can’t stand it and then slam my cock inside of you while you come. Then I want to do it again, and again, and again until you’re so sore from coming you beg me to stop. Then, I want you to edge me using only your mouth, hands and tongue until I’ve been twitching on the edge for at least ten minutes. Once you’ve got me where you want me I want you to push me down, climb on top, and fuck me while I bury my cum deep inside of you. Then, I want to cuddle you and taste myself on your lips while my cum slowly leaks from your pussy…

Fitness stuff…

Weekends are hard. Tournament weekends are harder. Did fine with the food yesterday but the beer keeps pushing me over the edge. One tall Blue Moon and one tall Summit Saga is about 750 calories!! ๐Ÿ˜ฌ. No scale at hotel so no weight to report. Food so far today has gone well. We’ll see about supper…

Random things…

Was really wishing I would have brought the fishing poles with this weekend. Need something to do between games. Could go and buy some but not worth it for the fishing that’s right here and now the weather seems to be going to shit…๐Ÿคทโ€โ™‚๏ธ.

Next time!!

August 7, 2020

Sexy cravings and things…

I’ve been fantasizing lately about having some really great anal sex. You know the kind. It starts real slow with lots of foreplay and then a good hard P in V pounding before we cuddle and work my cock inside your back door. Then some spooning and slow fucking while I play with your clit and you come as many times as you can stand. Then, some hard pounding while I pull your hair and let you know just how much I love my good girl…

Fitness stuff…

231.6 lbs again today. Was optimistic for a big drop today until my family insisted on going out for burgers and beer last night. Switched it up with a chicken caesar wrap (to save more calories for the beer). Elysian Space Dust is beyond my capacity to resist… In the end I only came up 335 calories over my daily limit so, not too bad. Starving again today, so I guess that’s a good sign.๐Ÿคทโ€โ™‚๏ธ

Mileage total for this week 10.25 miles and counting. Will see if I can add some more shortly…

Random things…

On my way up here today I had to cut some guy off that was driving a mustang so I could avoid an oncoming semi. We’d been weaving in and out of traffic for a while together. Once I got past the semi I moved over to let him pass he looked over and gave me the nod, like “yo ‘sup brother”. I returned it, confirming that I have the soul of a person with way more tattoos than I currently have. Not going to lie, it was a good feeling๐Ÿ™‚.

August 6, 2020

Sexy cravings and things…

I am in the mood for a nice slow fuck. I want to feel your skin pressed against mine. I want to feel your wetness dripping down my cock as I slowly thrust in and out. I want you to look me in the eyes while we drink each other’s desire.

Fitness things…

Weight- 231.6 lbs.

I walked about 4 miles yesterday and three today. Yet, I only get credit for 866 calories between the two! That’s not even a third of a pound of fat! If only our bodies hadn’t evolved to make the most efficient use of those calories while we were still cave people hunting in the bush!! I knew this moment was coming. That realization of how very important diet is in comparison to exercise…

Still, you could look at it the other way. I mean, that 866 calories is almost enough for a whopper and fries! I did eat the whopper for lunch today. Just not the fries…

Random things…

It’s my Friday today! Off to the tournament tomorrow!

August 5, 2020

Sexy cravings and things…

Starting to gain near absolute control over when I come. I need to test this out and see if I can really hold out exactly as long as I want during sex though. It’s easy to control your orgasm on your own but it’s a lot harder when she’s looking you in the eyes and biting your lip while she comes on your cock…

New issues with control:

  1. I’ve discovered that if I try too hard I’ll completely turn myself off and go limp. Need to work on the right balance.
  2. No time to practice edging for really long periods…Need to see where I can squeeze this in…
  3. Controlling those muscles feels like a really weird head space. It’s like it hovers between conscious and involuntary thought and is only just within the grasp of control. Need to bring it closer into the conscious realm. No way to do that except more practice…๐Ÿคทโ€โ™‚๏ธ

Fitness things…

Weight- 233.4 today! Finally looks like I might be on the downswing. Will be interesting to see where it goes from here.

Calorie goals have been just about spot on so far this week!

Random things…

Trying to make more time to write so that I can generate a little more income this year or at the very least just get more traffic for this site. It’s been a struggle to figure out just where to engage people. My audience- “people that get turned on writing about their fantasies and things they like about sex” is more elusive than I had anticipated. Sex bloggers obviously fall into this category but a lot of them, not unlike me, are busy writing for their own blog or just doing other stuff.

August 4, 2020

Sexy cravings and things…

Hands only masturbation this morning. Tried to really focus on those “cum loading muscles”. I think I’m getting the hang of this, but more practice is definitely needed. Orgasm was fast and intense.

On a different note, I was really hoping for some sex last night but we were both tired so it didn’t happen. I often wonder what life would be like if we could really slow down and enjoy it…Not just sex but everything else as well.๐Ÿค”

Fitness things…

Did good with calories yesterday but my legs were sore from that little bit of interval training I did yesterday so I just took the dog for a walk this morning.

Weight- 234.6 lbs. Watching the scale is a little easier this time than the first time I cut weight though I do find myself anxiously awaiting the day when it finally goes DOWN…

Random things…

I find myself wondering lately whether anyone will ever really “get” me. As in, really understand the whole that is me. If that is really possible, what percentage of people could actually love or at least accept the whole? Would the feeling be mutual? Would it change along with me? So many variables! No wonder love and relationships are so complicated!

August 3, 2020

Sexy cravings and things…

I masturbated with my fleshlight this morning. Tried really hard to not think of anything specific and just enjoy the sensations. Had a great orgasm but really wish I had more time to edge and build it up. It might have been positively mind blowing…

Fitness things…

231.4 lbs…That was my starting number this time. After a weekend where I exceeded my calorie limit by about 700 calories total I’m at 233.6….

It will be interesting to see whether that drops as the week goes on and see if I can isolate exactly what plays most into my “weight cycle”. Last time I challenged myself to do this whole scene I cut my weight from 245 lbs down to 175. My weight usually fluctuated in a 6 day cycle going up to a maximum and then suddenly dropping by about 5 lbs. I think this is mostly water weight but there are probably other things that play into it as well.

Did a little interval training this morning. Ramping up to transform my morning walk into a run…

Random things…

It’s a beautiful day today…

July 30, 2020

Sexy cravings and things…

Mrs. Ten and I had sex last night. It was…mediocre. Sure, we both had a great orgasm but couldn’t tease each other for very long. Honestly, it could have been soooo much better if we both weren’t exhausted. Operating on 5 hrs of sleep per night all week has kind of sucked. Also, if the kids would just stop being assholes for about the last hour before bed that would really improve things…

Fitness things…

Today was going to be the big starting weight reveal. Got the scale out and ready to go for that first empty bladder, butt naked, morning weight, and…battery was dead.๐Ÿ™„ Got a new one now…so, tomorrow?

Progress with dieting so far. I am definitely feeling catabolic! Edgy, easily irritated, and sharp as a katana blade…Has it’s advantages and disadvantages but would be helped by more sleep! So far I’ve hit my calorie target every day for four days but the weekend is coming. Usually that’s a harder challenge….

Ranty thing…

I’ve been thinking about how utterly and completely disappointed I am in our country’s response to this pandemic and it’s caused me to re-evaluate the severity of disease at which I would predict society will disintegrate during a pandemic. Previous to this I would have said 20% mortality or more, perhaps a little less if there were significant sequelae. After Covid, and without significant societal adaptation, I’ve revised that to 5% mortality (about 5 to 50 times worse than covid is likely to end up being). That’s fucking pathetic. Just sad. It’s also well within the range of possibilities with the viruses we already know of that circulate in nature, should one become highly transmissable….Ughhh, saving for that bug-out shelter…

Random things…

Work is over for the week! I have tomorrow off!! Going to be busy but should still have fun!

July 29, 2020

Sexy cravings and things…

Masturbated this morning to the thought of a long, sensuous handjob with a little tongue in just the right places. I’ve been trying to pay a lot more attention to my orgasm lately. Today I was focusing on the sensatright before. Those little muscles that move cum into position right before. I feel like if I could get a little more conscious control over them I’d be able to edge more and fuck for longer. After those swimmers are in place I’ve mostly got the next set of muscles figured out but they seem like they’re a lot more excitable than the first set.. I’m working it. It’s not exactly an unpleasant process…

Fitness things…

Welcome to the first addition of this section! Now seems like a great time to state my goals, reasons why etc. Often times these evolve as I go but it should be entertaining to go back and see what I thought at the beginning vs the end. OK, here they are…

  1. Get back down to my goal weight, 185 lbs. Last time I was here I felt fucking amazing! I want that back. This isn’t about appearances. It’s about feeling great every day. That’s it. Period.
  2. Second goal is to get back into a more vigorous cardio routine. Last summer I messed up my feet pretty bad helping 13 train for cross country and I’ve been walking instead of running ever since. Need to fix that and mix it up again too. Walking, running, cycling, and later cross country skiing. Should be fun once the initial pain has passed.
  3. I need to get back to a reasonable strength training routine. First of all I kind of enjoy the process of progressive overload. Gradually increasing the weight until things that were once hard to lift are feather light. Also helps ramp up my metabolism so I can drop weight a little faster. Until it doesn’t and then my strength and cardio training start to compete with one another for progress. Still a long way off from that though.
  4. Long term impact- Most of the things on my bucket list involve long distance, strenuous exercise and travel. With a mere 5 years to go until the nest empties out and my body’s recovery speed at my age now is almost getting late to start. Need to get moving on this.

So, you might ask “What started all of this? What was the moment that tipped you over the edge?”

It’s been nagging at me for a really long time, like 3 years really. However, this past weekend I had to buy a size 38 pair of jeans.๐Ÿ˜”. That was it. That was the moment. Fuck this! This is the limit! NOPE, NOT GOING TO LIVE WITH THAT SHIT! I can do better!!

Random things…

Drove home just after twilight last night and it was almost magical. Saw a massive shooting star that probably made impact in the field next to the road. The fireflies were out like crazy. There was even a thunderstorm off to the south shooting lightning bolts every minute or so. Yet, cloudless and dry where we were at.

July 28, 2020

Sexy cravings and things…

Doy you ever feel like your sexuality is temperamental? On again, off again for absolutely no apparent reason. This morning when I woke up I felt about as unhorny as I possibly could. I seriously think I would have refused sex if it was offered to me. Now, four hours later, all I can think about is your lips around my cock and how glorious it would feel to fuck you. What has happened between now and then? I ate an apple and had some coffee, drove to work….that’s it.๐Ÿคทโ€โ™‚๏ธ

Serious things…

I’ve committed to finally dropping about 45 lbs of weight. You poor bastards…Yes, all 14 of you that have read this page will now become my accountability partners. Feel free to ignore this if you like. I will just keep imagining that you’re paying rapt attention to the fitness goals of an overweight middle aged dude… even if you’re not.. This section will heretofore be retitled Fitness things… and if I have any other rants I’ll drop those in a separate, hopefully non-recurring section.

Random things…

Came to work all excited to get going on stuff. Got here, internet was dead, lab work is caught up,, and now all I have is some super boring, extremely painful, technical writing to do…๐Ÿคฎ.

July 27, 2020

Sexy cravings and things…

Did some touch mapping this morning, exploring how different touches feel with my foreskin pulled tight versus normal. I’m circumcised so it isn’t the dramatic difference that it might be if I weren’t but nonetheless it definitely adds some intensity when pulled tight. Especially once the precum flows and things start getting wet. It had been about five days since my last orgasm and it felt really good to “unload” all that tension.

Considering a few new toys…In the market for a Wevibe Nova2 to try with Mrs. Ten (currently out of stock), a novice level prostate massager for myself, and some new fleshlight sleeves…

Serious things…

Ugghh…It’s Monday. That alone is far too serious for me…

Random things…

I was shopping for school clothes with 14 yesterday when he noticed an eyelash curler on a rack by the checkouts. He said it looked like a medieval torture device you’d use on someone’s nipples. I just shook my head but I have to confess it got me thinking…might be something to try with Mrs. Ten if she’s ever up for it….

July 25, 2020

Sexy cravings and things…

Not gonna lie. It’s been a very unsexy last couple of days. Not really sure why either. Maybe I’ve just been too busy. Maybe the realization that I need to start carving off some of this covid weight has me in an unsexy place…๐Ÿคทโ€โ™‚๏ธ. Whatever it is, when I think sexy cravings my mind just goes blank…๐Ÿ˜”

Serious things…

Ever notice how being around uppity people tends to make you act uppity as well. Like even when the other people aren’t being all that stuck up your expectation of their behavior has you acting stupid. Found myself in that situation last night…MUST RESIST and just be my normal weird self!!๐Ÿคฆโ€โ™‚๏ธ

Random things…

Spent 15 minutes having a discussion amongst our family about that quintessential summer right of passage; the leach that you encountered at the lake! What parts can a leach stick to and what parts can’t it?? My contention was that it all depends on where and how well you shave…

July 23, 2020

Sexy cravings and things…

This morning I’m in the mood to make you come. I’ll wake you with my hands on your breasts, toying with your nipples and my hard cock grinding against your ass. Once you’re awake and wet I’ll keep teasing. I’ll hold you close, caress your thighs, your ass. I’ll run my rough hands over your neck and waist until you’re needing more. Then, I’ll slowly work your pussy until you’re squirming against my fingers. When I think you can’t stand it anymore I’ll get down between your legs and finger fuck you while my tongue works your clit. Once your orgasm passes I’ll thrust inside you hard and take what I need…

Serious things…

Does it bother anyone else that our Covid19 response is essentially the laughing stock of the whole world? Mostly everyone else is too polite to laugh but it’s ridiculous. We’ve given it the biggest most expensive half assed attempt of almost any other country and there lies the problem. In a well run country the leadership would have recognized the problem, united it’s citizens against it fully, and then tried to fix it. Not here…๐Ÿ™„

Random things…

Tomorrow is Friday!!

July 22, 2020

Sexy cravings and things…

So I did a thing this morning….Trying this out and still getting the hang of it.

https://soundgasm.net/u/TenWays/Breeding-Good-Girl

Serious things…

Does it seem like we’re slowly sliding into a police state? I have to admit this whole thing with protesters getting tossed in the back of unmarked vans by federal agents really, really bothers me. Considering taking to the streets myself…

When will we know that America has slipped into authoritarianism? Not sure, but this definitely feels like a sign post on the trip in the wrong direction!

Random things…

The plant identification app is seeing more use!

Hollyhocks (Alcea rosea)
Goat’s Beard (Aruncus dioicus)

July 21, 2020

Sexy cravings and things…

This morning I feel like being pampered. I want you to walk in, push me down onto the couch, and treat me to a slow, decadent blowjob. When you’re finished, simply lick your lips, smile, and walk away.

Serious things…

Working on a presentation right now. Finding it hard to focus. Sometimes it seems like if a job isn’t big enough it’s too easy to procrastinate and tell yourself you’ll get it done later. Yet, if it’s too hard it becomes overwhelming. I guess I’m a goldilocks presentation writer…

Random things…

What do you think the appeal was for Jabba the Hut to keep Princess Leia his prisoner? Obviously there wasn’t a lot of anatomical compatibility there. Must have been about power and control I suppose. How does Jabba’s species copulate? Ughhh…Not a pretty picture. Sorry!

July 20, 2020

Sexy cravings and things…

My wife and I had sex last night. It had been a couple of weeks and it felt great to reconnect in that way. Foreplay was great. She road me until I couldn’t hold back any longer and we finished with her coming on her favorite Tryst toy.

Serious things…

I’d really like my kids to go back to school this year too. For SO, MANY, REASONS. Yet, taking the segment of our population that is most likely to exhibit asymptomatic infection, mixing them together and then sending them home to their highly susceptible grandparents seems like an extraordinarily bad idea…

Random things…

Among the plants identified this past week using the plant identification app…

Bitter nightshade (Solanum dulcamara)

July 18, 2020

Sexy cravings and things…

Last night I went to bed horny. I honestly think both my wife and I really wanted to fuck but there were two things working hard against us. One, it was Friday after a long week and we all wanted to blow off some steam. As a result, it was 1a when I woke up with the TV on and my wife snoring. Two, it was God damn fucking hot and we don’t have a/c in our room.

Even so, my subconscious seems capable of taking care of me when my conscious self is too dumb to get the job done. I had a really vivid dream about eating some fucking amazing pussy. It was tight, super wet, and attached to a sexy Asian woman who loved everything I was doing. And then came the fucking. Some of the faces and sounds she was making will be stored in my spank bank for life. In the dream it felt like we had been together a long time and after, we smiled and laughed a lot.

Got up this morning to mow the lawn and spent the whole time thinking about that dream…

Serious things…

I saw a person at Sam’s club yesterday wearing a mask. It sat below her nose and above her mouth…Just shook my head and kept walking. This is about as serious as I care to get on a Saturday.

Random things…

Today the songs stuck in my head have all been warped perversions of the classics. You know…

“Do your balls hang low? Do they wobble too and fro?” and the fan favorite by Tom Petty “Free Ballin’ “

I’m not sure whether it’s all that pent up sexual tension or the heat… After all it’s so fucking hot out right now that they are indeed hanging low and if we didn’t have company coming over I might indeed be free ballin’…

July 17, 2020

Sexy cravings and things…

Feeling soooo much like a blow job today. Would love to take turns exchanging oral favors until we’re both exhausted, lying in a puddle of spit and cum…Also, craving the feeling of hard nipples and soft breasts on my hands and chest and I’m fantasizing about fucking you against a mirror from behind while I pull your hair and growl dirty things in your ear. Got a little extra sleep last night so, yep, horny as fuck!

Serious things…

Did I mention that I am seriously horny today!! Also, it’s Friday and all that’s on my mind is the weekend!!

Random things…

Yesterday I saw a storm cloud that looked just like smoke rising from a fire into the sky. Weird but still really cool.

July 16, 2020

Sexy cravings and things…

Yesterday I discovered a new kind of orgasm. I’ll let you absorb that for a moment… I can assure you, no one was more startled than me (not least of all because I was the only one there). At least new to me anyway.

I’ve been experimenting with the art of the moneyshot lately and let me tell you, it takes no small amount of skill to really put it where you want it if you know what I mean.

Yesterday should have been pretty easy as all I was going for was a cream pie. Free stock photos for this are not as easy to find as you might think….Creating my own with the fleshlight seemed the easiest option since my wife is totally against posing for these things. You tell me, did I succeed?

Anyway, anyone with a basic understanding of the mechanics involved can deduce that coming deep inside is going to result in a longer wait to generate said image. So, I got myself ready to go, keeping only the head inside while I came. Not as easy as one might think. My reptilian brain kept wanting to take over and force me deeper. But…the sensation of coming with very little thrusting felt totally different than an orgasm deep inside.

Deep thrust orgasms are really great, don’t get me wrong, but I usually feel that pleasure all throughout my cock and prostate while my whole body spasms. A “no thrust” orgasm felt totally different. Almost like all that sensation was balled up and rolled into just the head of my cock. It felt like my head was positively glowing with pleasure. Eyes rolled back, impossible to stay silent kind of pleasure. Needless to say further experimentation is warranted…

Serious things…

I’ve been trying to brainstorm lately about ways to get more submissions for this site. If you have any ideas I am totally open to suggestions. Please send them! admin@tenwaystotouch.com

My vision for the site was to provide a platform for people to discover and share new ideas and things to try sexually. I need more submissions to do that effectively!!

Random things…

So far, zombie game= at least 8hrs spent playing, plants identified using new app=0. So, I guess the zombies are winning my internal struggle for plants vs zombies…๐Ÿค”

July 15, 2020

Sexy cravings and things…

Lately I’ve been fantasizing about anal sex. Fuck! I love how it feels when my head first slides inside you. The way you’re so smooth and incredibly tight. I love that we have to pause there to let your body adjust and accommodate me. I get to cuddle you a little and revel in the sensation, the naughtiness of fucking your ass. Then, when you’re ready the slow in and out until I’m all the way inside you. Mmmm…Usually I’m ready to come by now but I’ll hold on. I’ll take your vibe and work your clit until you come. It feels so fucking amazing when you come while I’m in your ass and just as you start to come I will come too. I’ll fill you up with my cum while we hold each other tight, grasping and moaning until we’re both completely spent.

Serious things…

Normally, I like to leave the politics off of this blog. I have some pretty strong views here but above all else I think what we really need is to put all the partisan bullshit behind us and do what we need to do to right this ship. We need to step up, grab our balls and tits and start hashing out what needs to be done to fix the wealth imbalances and global warming that currently afflict us. This really feels like an inflection point for the survival of democracy. I think our response to this pandemic should be a great excuse to get some serious work done on these fronts.

Random things…

I’ve discovered that an apple every morning, 7 or more hours of sleep, and 2 hours of exercise a day are what I need in order to feel my best self. A beer in the evening seems to help too…

July 13, 2020

Sexy cravings and things…

Got up bright and early this morning so that I could masturbate slowly and unload some sexual tension. I’ve been exploring reddit a little bit now and then and I came across some good material on r/cumsluts. Imagining coming all over a beautiful pair of breasts put me over the edge today. Was hoping for some nice slow sex with my wife last night but we were both exhausted and just flopped into bed and passed out.

Serious things…

Have you ever had people interact with you as an author, comment on your stuff, send in some submissions etc., and then suddenly disappear? Like, their website is gone, twitter profile deleted, vanished off the face of the earth kind of disappear. It’s always jarring when it happens and I’m usually left wondering what the hell happened and hoping they’re ok…

Random things…

Today is my first day back after a long vacation from work. Not going to lie, it’s been pretty underwhelming. Can I go back to vacation now please??

July 12, 2020

Sexy cravings and things…

Today I’d like to slowly undress you and then put your blindfold on. Take my time tying you up, legs spread wide on the bed. I’ll tease and torment you, edge you until you’re desperate, begging for release. Then, I’ll slide my cock inside you, remove your blindfold, and look into your eyes. “Come for me kitten”, I’ll whisper as I bury myself in you. You’re a good girl and you’ll obey, back arched, nails dug into my back as you scream my name. Feeling you come on my cock is going to drive me wild. I’m going to grab a fistful of your hair and use your tight little hole for my pleasure. When I can’t hold back any longer I’m going to burst inside of you, fill your slippery wet cunt with my cum. Then, I’m going to tease you again. I’ll start with your nipples and work my way down until I have you twisting and writhing on my fingers, tormenting you in all the ways I know you like. I’m going to watch my cum drip out of you while your pussy spasms and then I’ll untie you and give you the after care that good little sluts deserve.

Serious things…

It’s the weekend still. I am making an active effort not to be serious!!๐Ÿ™ƒ

Random things…

Considering downloading a zombie game for my phone and a plant identification app. Not sure which I am more excited about…

July 11, 2020

Sexy cravings and things…

Had a truly amazing orgasm last night. One of those where you can hear your spine crack a little while you arch your back. Was having a wank with my fleshlight and perusing the photo stylings of http://letmedothis.com

Serious things…

No time for seriousness today! Fuck it it’s Saturday. ๐Ÿ™‚

Random things…

Have a 3.5 hour drive into BFE today with literally nothing to look at the whole time. Ughhh…

July 10, 2020

I thought I’d start a little journal here in the hope that it will help me post a little more often. So, this is it… All of my random thoughts for the day!

Sexy cravings and things…

Feeling a bit tired this morning. I could definitely use a good orgasm to wake me up. Yet, I’m craving a cuddlefuck more than I am a lot of excitement to start. Something slow to get the gears turning and then a sudden violent release. I want to feel you coming on my tongue, watch you twist, moan, and arch your back. Then I want to slam my cock inside you until I’m ready to burst. Normally I’d want to come inside you but today I want to see my cum all over you. I’m going to pull out and come all over your breasts and stomach. I’m going to watch every thick, white rope of cum land on you, moan and growl all the harder for it, and then give you a little after care before heading off to start my day…

Serious things…

Has this ongoing Covid19 crisis changed your perspective on the future? The way the response has evolved here in the U.S really bothers me. As a researcher in infectious disease I’ve been watching the evolving response to this bug here with a curious sense of horror. It keeps running through my mind that inevitably another pandemic will happen someday. It could be soon, it could be decades from now. What will happen if the next pathogen is worse? Certainly there are a plethora of great examples of emerging pathogens that cause a far higher rate of mortality etc. Some of them are highly transmissable. What if the next one has a mortality rate of 20% or higher? Would you go to work? How would society cope in this situation? Clearly, based on what we’ve done with Covid so far, there will be mass chaos. I find the threshold at which we seem to break as a country to be depressingly low. I can only hope that when the next one comes we will have better leadership but I have almost no faith that we will. To put it simply, I’ve never wanted to set up a bug out shelter worse than I do at the present moment…

Random things…

It’s a beautiful day here. Sun is shining etc. The morning dawned cool but is warming rapidly. I wish I’d woken earlier and went for a hike at sunrise and that a great coffee shop would magically appear cliffside so that I could look out over the ocean. Watch the gulls fly out over the surf and watch the waves crash against the rocks while I sip a good cup after a long, strenuous hike…

Considering that I am no where near an ocean right now, coffee shops don’t usually magically appear in the wilderness, and I’m just laying on the couch in my boxers it’s incredibly unlikely this is going to happen…