A Simple, Uncomplicated, Orgasm
Lately, I’ve not really been in the mood. My libido has taken a nosedive and it’s been quite disconcerting. As a person who is typically horny, who would basically be DTF at the drop of a hat, anytime, almost anywhere, for almost any reason it just feels incredibly odd not to desire sex. Yet somehow, I’ve arrived here, in this very odd funk and I think I’ve finally figured out why. I still don’t quite know what to do about it, but at least I think I’ve identified the cause of my malaise.
I’m just so tired of everything having to mean something. Relationships are complicated sometimes. There is no way that we can undo the hurts of the past. We can only walk forward and keep trying. I feel like we’ve been slogging uphill for a very long time now. I’m tired. I’m sore. I need a breather. Tonight, I don’t want to have sex with you because I love you. Not now. Right now I don’t want to fuck you at all. Not really. Every time I slide my cock inside of you it bespeaks an intimacy that we both desire. Then, after, everything gets complicated. Everything is about why, when, how. What are my motivations? What does it mean? It’s exhausting and it has stolen my desire.
Tonight, I don’t want it to mean anything. I want to set aside all that complicated shit and just watch you come for me. Tonight let’s not contemplate all the issues. I just want to give you pleasure for the simple sake of doing so. Let me watch your body react to my touch. I want to watch your breathing quicken. I need your lips reaching for mine. Take off all your clothes and just let me pleasure you. I want to tease every inch of your skin with my breath until you’re dripping wet and quivering with need. Mmmm…I want to see your skin flush and your clit swell. I want to see your nipples harden even before I start to play with them.
Once you’re in that needful state I want to tease you. God, I want you to beg for my touch. But it’s ok if you don’t. This moment is just about you, your pleasure. I need you to tell me exactly how you want it. Harder here, softer there. Hold that vibe in place for me, exactly where you want it. Squirm. Mmmm…you’re so close. Beg, dig your claws into me, show me how much you need it. Tell me exactly how you want me to make you come. Then, I want you to come until I know you’ve lost all inhibition, until you’re absolutely screaming and helpless, holding nothing back. I want your simple, uncomplicated orgasm, with absolutely no inhibitions.
Then, I’ll give you a chance to catch your breath. I’ll lay back and relax until you’ve returned to your senses. I’ll probably stroke my cock while I wait. Watching you, like that, is going to have me so turned on that I’ll be unable to help myself. After you’ve come back I want you to take over for me. I’ll relinquish control to you. I want to see that glint in your eye. Show me that you can give as good as you’ve gotten. Tease me. Use your hands, your lips, your tongue. Jerk me off, then lick me slowly. Press your body against mine and kiss me deeply while my cock drips onto your skin. Lick me slowly, between my balls, then up my shaft until you taste the precum dripping down below my head.
Be careful here. You know you can make me come now but I want you to edge me. Tease me until my back is arched and spasms of pleasure rip through me every time you graze my cock with your tongue. Then, let me back away from the edge. Kiss me, play with my nipples, jerk me off. Ride me, slide your pussy against my throbbing cock, but don’t let me inside of you.
When you’re good and ready I want you to toss me over the edge and watch me come. I want you to take pleasure in watching me like this. I’m being vulnerable, holding nothing back. As the cum leaps from my cock and lands where it may I’m going to scream and growl and thrash. I will have no reservations, just raw, animal, pleasure. I’m going to give you my simple, uncomplicated orgasm.